Tonight, just like what happened that year, began happening again.
I don’t like myself today nor anyone that much today. I feel like crying over the unstable future.
Hoping these feelings subside.
Free me.

061721 - 1am
In the moonlight,
we danced.
In the shadows,
we loved.
Under the starless sky,
we lingered.
In the deepening of night,
we shared.
Come the first lights of dawn,
we parted.
In the blinding sunlight,
we disappeared.
- A Heartbeat in Length
I urge you try to hold the sand in your hand,
and the way sand slips away from your fingers,
is precisely how we, tragically fell apart,
gradually, then all at once,
says the one who left.
- DG
Who knew that you were so lost within yourself that you have been writing poetry through all the pain you have received from the past? And now, you are ready to start another wave of poems.
120920 // what now
You came back. Why? To ruin someone else’s life? Because you’re bored? Why bother coming back if you don’t have any plans to continue anything? You miss the thoughts? You miss the night conversations? You miss how you both were in the past? You thought we’re still the same person back then? You thought you could rekindle anything? You should’ve thought about this before you came back. There are things you can’t cross anymore.
12:48mn // 120920
Not all that ends are bad for you. Sometimes it’s for the peace of your mind, to calm your soul and keep your heart from further breaking.
- protect your heart
12:24mn // 120920
Midnight
You thought everyone’s asleep, listening to music blasting out. You try to calm yourself, to stop the thoughts. You never once thought about what happened but here you are, trying to shove everything in. What went wrong, when did it start, what if you can fix it. You kept on locking everything in because one wrong move and you’ll destroy everything. Imagining that there are options when you’re already tied down to one.
There was once a love that was never given a chance. Where two people both love each other but decided to just leave it at that. Where love has never been enough of a reason to stay. A love you thought can make you whole but broke you.
I know she’s there like this week’s sunday monday and tuesday
Sometimes she just gets afraid, ahead of herself, or something even she cant explain so she turns into a this week’s thursday
But I still love her no matter what
I just need to tap into that on a more regular basis
But I know she’s there
She’s mine and I’ll choose to love her everyday
I love you very much
—82219
“I may have my lapses. But my eyes will never falter from seeing you as the most beautiful woman alive. My ears will never falter from hearing you as the most delightful voice in the world. My lips will never falter from feeling your kiss as the most passionate there is. My nose will never falter from smelling you as the most alluring fragrance that exists. My hand will never falter from feeling your body as the most crafter of all. My mind will never falter from choosing you and my heart will never falter from loving you.”
—31819